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Christmas was nice, I didn't spend as much time as I would have liked with my parents on Christmas. I will make an effort to go and see them again, or maybe they'll come here. I missed just relaxing with them on Christmas stories in front of the tree...

Struggling lately with eating and trying to get off my pain pills. Doing pretty good, got sick yesterday and had to take the last of my methadone. Today I have been feeling great, started out with a yummy chocolate shake that gave me tons of energy and made my tummy feel full. I also noticed that I had no burning in my mouth or stinging down my throat. Nice. I feel different everday its frustrating for things to be going so slow and that somedays are better than others. Instead of just up and up and up. Oh well. It is what it is... my most used phrase to date. I had a few bites of Yesi's rice and some Agua de Jamiaca and Horchata. Been trying to relax and take it easy...