Tossing my cookies...wait I haven't ate a cookie since early October!

Been sick since yesterday afternoon. I asked the nurse for a anti-nausea medicine she called it in. The pharmacy called me back and said they need special approval from my insurance so it may be awhile. Within the next hour I cannot stop puking. I can't hold a thing down (water, pain meds, and even tea). I finally stopped at 1:30 AM, was able to sleep. Being off of all pain medication my mouth was on fire, the vomit is so very harmful to my mouth sores. NOT FUN. B just rubbed my back and gave me lots of napkins to wipe up. He was so supportive. I started to cry towards the end of the night, it's just so darn painful and it reeks havoc on your body which convulses over and over again. I just want to be done.

Went to bed finally, woke up at 1pm and showered so slowly I have absolutely zero energy. I went to the bathroom number 2 that was good. Then I threw up another 3 times while getting ready to go to radiation. Got there they checked my vitals my pulse was high, blood pressure ok. Doctors decided to admit me into the chemotherapy suite, to get fluids, morphine, and 2 types of nausea medication. All of that given through an IV. Before that I completed my regular radiation therapy. The IV hurt like crazy, but all the relief after made it totally worth it. I was loopy the whole day, got home slept until 9pm.

I am slowly sipping my tea. Thinking about my crazy day. I am nervous, I know this is bad but according to my docs the worse pain peaks 10 days after I am done with radiation. Not looking forward to that, but when that happens I will truly know it's gotten as bad as it will get now here comes my sweet relief!