So as my months are filling up with appointments, I am getting pretty blue. My blood pressure has been high lately, the worse was when I was under for my wisdom teeth fiasco. The nurses recommend I have it checked, because it didn't stabilize while I was completely sedated. I have monitored it every time I go to Rite Aid (which is often) and it's pretty high. So I finally made an appointment and went to doc today and it was high again. Not excessive, but enough to have to have blood work done, and my doctor started me on meds for it. Lisinopril. Ugh...
Radiologist office(Dr. Lee) called this morning he wants to meet with me before we start radiation... I am starting to feel pretty depressed... I guess I am just scared. I just really don't know how bad it will be. I joked with Brandon that with my luck, I will be sick during Thanksgiving the best meal the whole year... we laughed, and yet I wanted to cry. I guess sometimes things just suck, and well that's it. Things happen and we have to learn to deal, I keep thinking I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, and then all of a sudden the blue bug bites me on the ... tush.
I'm sure tomorrow will be better.
Just know that you'll always have us, your family, standing next to you no matter what.
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